Clarity's Window of One's Own 19

11/29/06

Sit Within the Words

Awakened by the need to write, I began to sit within the words and
relate my dreaming to a memory that my hands hold.

Small characters begin to appear and they give me a relationship with
the I that journeys.

Traveling worlds I vaguely recall the characters seem confident of their
destiny and assured of their identity.

I watch these small figures move from night to night and I am given
vision of the many worlds of my dreams.

(c) 2006 Raven Su.Sane



		"Sit Within the Words" by Clarity

11/28/06

Layers of Vision Needed

Up within the layers of vision needed for a current to pulse through a
page in time.

I take my will to a beat of rhythm that can be inside the walls of
language.

I need to bring truth to a point of reference that will penetrate a timing I
seek.

(c) 2006 Raven Su.Sane




		"Layers of Vision" by Clarity

11/27/06

Timing

Oracle of Transformation: "Drawing in the Vision I need to no longer
wait for the signal. It is here. --Timing"

The sacred entitles many ways of being, but the truth that makes no
inquiry of why is the line of feeling that I invoke today.

I implore the full integrity of myself to move forward, with more
confidence and the assurity needed, for completion to mark my way.

(c) 2006 Raven Su.Sane



	"Timing" by Clarity

11/26/06

Upright

Feeling more upright today I slow my pace and allow my body more
compassion.

I bend less deeply, I walk, but not so far, I hunt, but not such wild meat, I
become more child-like and play a little more with what delights me,
even if it is toys.

I love the sparkly, the magical, the other-worldly fay.

I am Raven Su.Sane.

(c) 2006 Raven Su.Sane



	"Upright" by Clarity

11/25/06

Some Days

Coming through the press of what does not understand life, I take into
myself a call for compassion and it comes, and it lifts me up into a
bright day and Robert & I walk by the ocean by 7am.

Some days need perseverance, courage, and belief in oneself to rise.

We are still preparing our show and waiting for the pitch to complete its
passage is somewhat difficult, but oh so necessary.

(c) 2006 Raven Su.Sane



	"Some Days" by Clarity

11/23/06

Thanksgiving

Completely folding the patterns of memory into a square, and allowing
the circle of my life to sit within it.

I wake up early and enjoy the sweetness of morning with Robert, before
everyone else rises.

Soon Sandra will put the turkey in, Suzanne will begin to heating the
kitchen with the sweet smells of the holiday,
Jeff will walk the dogs, we will have Sanga by sitting together reading
the “Oracle of Compassion”
and moving pieces on the board to feel the depth of our day.

I will finish decorating for Christmas and Robert will put “Windows of
One’s Own” online.

Then, family and friends will come for:

Turkey and dressing
Homemade spelt rolls
Layered greens and vegetable salad
Tomato aspic
Shaker Agreeable Onions
Corn Pudding
Homemade Pecan Pie & Pumpkin Pie
Coffee & Tea

Our whole family wishes all of you our extended family, a very wonderful
Thanksgiving

© 2006 Raven Su.Sane



	"Thanksgiving" by Clarity

11/22/06

Giant Steps

Inside the morning of small movement I take my patience and allow my
body the many steps it needs.

I, who like giant steps, have little legs and must give them the time to
make the number of steps they need to cross into this time of magic.

© 2006 Raven Su.Sane



	"Giant Steps" by Clarity

11/18/06

Sunshine

Sunshine being the essence of this day, I am filled with it, and I rise the
surface of what I feel to meet it squarely.

I impose no stipulation on my needs and I begin to flow into the many
angles this time requires me to be open to.

© 2006 Raven Su.Sane



	"Sunshine" by Clarity

11/17/06

The Whales

Early morning dreams of huge whales sinking through the earth,
leaving writings on the walls of the stone they sank through.

Floating down through into space and I was floating down through their
shadows reading the walls.

Up inside the sinking of reality, as it pours into a new circumference.
The new becoming a world of the voices of whales, the deep intuited
memory.

We are the whales.

© 2006 Raven Su.Sane



	"Whale Walls" by Clarity

11/15/06

Grateful Shift

Grateful for the shift in feeling, I awaken more relaxed, less gnawed by
the hungry.

I move into the more understood of my wild nature and what it gives to
my life, my perspective, and my appetite.

My appetite for the freshly opened, the raw edge, the naked structure
of words unheavied from guilt, responsibility.

The wild, unclipped, untamed recipe that climbs your walls and does not
just stay in the pot, or raise a perfect even loaf.

A rounded belly that does not stay tucked in by muscle and power, but
pours out into your clothes and fills your lap with its willingness to give
life in a rhythm that brings color to an intended way.

A tented way of being home.

© 2006 Raven Su.Sane



	"Grateful Shift" by Clarity

11/13/06

Curve of the Day

The pleasure becomes the curve and the day begins to wrap into itself.

I take in fully the raw edge of opening and allow it time to diffuse the
no's into yes.

(c) 2006 Raven Su.Sane



	"Curve of the Day" Clarity

11/12/06

Curve of What Now Rises

Awakened is the potential of the new curve of what now rises like the
sun, and I move about early to feel its edge.

The volume of work that has now emerged seems to linger in the void,
and its full connection with this time is felt, but not yet fully languaged.

I feel ignorant, but fully inside it.

Maybe it is ignorance and the matter from which the desire to know
emerged?

(c) 2006 Raven Su.Sane



	"Curve of What Now Rises" by Clarity

11/11/06

Accepting the Factors

Accepting the factors of what now unfolds in my life, I take hold of the
thread of who I am, and I begin to know I am the doorway of my own
existence, I am the mouth of my own source, and I consume my
expression, as the feelings become more exposed to the light.

I am what opens to eat, I am what opens to breathe, I am what opens to
drink, I am what opens to speak, I am what exposes my source to
expression.

(c) 2006 Raven Su.Sane



	"Accepting the Factors" by Clarity

11/8/06

Key Intending

The day unfolds from the night and I feel the sweet joy of grounding my
life in our new home.

A home that comes from what we want to feel not what we envision,
plan, or calculate.

That is the key intending a life from what you want to feel and coming
together with those who want to feel the same.

(c) 2006 Raven Su.Sane



	"Key Inteding" by Clarity

11/7/06
More Open, More Willing

Inside the quiet repose of early morning I sit and wait for the day to
enter me.

The rich flavor of fall embodies this time, but I feel the crisp edge of
winter waiting silently for the body to bend and fold into the time of its
cocooning.

This allowing time is delicious.

(c) 2006 Raven Su.Sane



	"More Open, More Willing" by Clarity

11/6/06
See the Time Before Me

Up before I'm awake, I pull before myself time and I sit into the stretch,
breath, and motion of my morning yoga.

I begin to see the time before me as more open, more willing, and more
ready to be present inside itself in the world outside the box.

(c) 2006 Raven Su.Sane



	"Time Before Me" by Clarity

11/5/06

So Deep Inside

Clarity is what I ask for as I prepare for our December show.

So deep inside it, so much in front of me, so large that I can't see it all
that I feel silenced and blinded by it.

It is so new to me that I don't quite know exactly what it is.

This is so typical, but I never seem to get quite used to it.

(c) 2006 Raven Su.Sane



	"So Deep Inside" by Clarity

11/4/ 06

Primary

Morning color coming through the attic room windows.

Blue sky fills me with acceptance of what holds this day in the force of
my will colored with all the primary eyes needed for focus.

Primary comes forward, secondary steps back and the shift of colors
begins as each color moves into its own time.

(c) 2006 Raven Su.Sane



	"Primary" by Clarity

11/3/06

To Intend

Acceptance, relationship, intention.

Intent to bring into tint, To bring into color. To intention is to bring into
color.

To bring more color into one's life is to intend more. To intend more is
to decide, recognize, and believe in one's own ability to see.

Color, the world's registry of its source.

Indigenous people, people of color, people close to their beginning
stories, close to their source, their intention.

Source-- the color intended.

(c) 2006 Raven Su.Sane



		"To Intend" by Clarity

11/2/06

The Morning Rises

The morning rises for me in my words and I draw the caverns of my
inner visions of exploration.

I explore the sacred, I explore the feeling of sound, and I explore the
content of intention.

I allow this day to move in a new way.

(c) 2006 Raven Su.Sane



	"Morning Rises" by Clarity

11/1/06

Between the Boards

Up between the boards of the floor of my life. Oak, strong, creating a
place to stand squarely on.

I encircle my mind and look from above the view and see a world that
never gives room for the sacred presence of one's will.

I speak through the floors and begin to feel the strength of sound I
need to awaken the presence of oak in my words.

(c) 2006 Raven Su.Sane



		"Between the Boards" by Clarity